Its easy for me to tell anyone I'm going to study right now, but once I set myself onto a chair in front of study materials I began to shift my feet placements... Should left be on top of the right foot, or put both flat on the ground, or put both on the table's feet. Then one leg will start shaking out of boredom, one hand will dig into the left pocket of my jeans and drag out my N76. This smartphone can surf the net as fast as a 3G connected phone, go on windows live messenger, while playing music. Once its turned on it will suck me in for hours as my body lay comfortably on the study room chair. After that i will become tired. There goes a day of study.

so many ppl suddenly have bf/gf. so ironic.

My third math exam will be a take home test for this weekend. Dad's birthday potluck is Saturday. Dad and Hei's birthday are on Sunday. Monday I will have a quiz on periodic properties. Sounds productive? I've just gotten Fallout3, started to play COD5 Multiplayer Beta - planning to get the game if the reviews are on par with COD4, and Zombie Panic is a fun game with friends. Damn! Its a test of endurance I guess. Either keep climbing for academic or fall flat to gaming. =(

I've added some stuff on my footer.

Theoretical
Always try to complete math homework given on that period of time.
Math on weekdays, Sciences on weekends.
Prioritize eating, hygiene, anything heath related first, housework comes second, homework third.
Keep computer off unless needed. Never sign in IMs unless free.
Use the "I want..." power to trick self into doing homework.
Hope the coming weekend will be hell more productive.

Practically
Always complete science homework, and left math homework "floating" in the "I will do it" zone.
Sciences in school and internet at home on weekdays. Play all weekends.
Carbon froze in front of computer, practically ignore everything else until hunger is severe causing exhaustion, pretending time has stopped.
Computer is always on when I am present in DA house, even if IM is not opened, facebook is easily accessible with double click.
Wants to use the "I want..." power, but ended up telling self, Hmm... Maybe later, after ...
Weekends are all about computer and IM.

I can do anything, when I want to do it.

fly away
不管流下多少眼泪
坚持下去的动力还在
nothing i will be afraid

fly away
不管未来有多困难
我仍然能感觉 心跳还在
nothing i will be afraid

there is a table in front of me with my math folder, textbook, and bagpack on it. my math class is in an hour. i didn't do any math homework today. i woke up around 10 in the morning. maintain my car in around 12. went to eat around 3, came back school around 5, did nothing but sit around on facebook in library until they left to eat something. so i packup and moved to physical science building to try math homework. yet i spent almost half an hour reading non related stuff, and now i'm here nagging about my day.

lets break it down.
10AM WAKE
2 HOURS IN BETWEEN SITTING IN FRONT OF COMPUTER
12PM FIX CAR
3 HOURS IN BETWEEN FIXING CAR + SHOWER + PREPARE TO GO OUT
3PM WENT TO EAT
4.30PM SCHOOL LIBRARY ON FACEBOOK
1 HOUR FACEBOOK?!
5.30PM MOVED TO PHYSICAL SCIENCE BUILDING
1/2 HOUR READING NONSENSE
6PM BLOG
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7PM MATH CLASS > <

so depressing...

yes, i have started the storyboard blog.

Nooooo. i didn't do any math at all. T T
in fact im busying wondering why im such a procrastinator.
watched season finale of code geass, makes me wanna write stories. LOL
anyway, i better do at least 1 or 2 math questions before i go to bed.
now its dinner time! i might write story tho =x

(TODAY) Monday - Review some physics. At least get conic section done.
Tuesday - Yup, get a section of conic section done.
Wednesday - PHYSICS EXAM... then do a section math from Tuesday. + piano + abit of chem
Thursday - Do another section of math again. + piano + abit of chem
Friday - HALLOWEEN. Do math. LOL + piano
Saturday - Chem Lab + Math + Mastering Physics + Piano
Sunday - I Want To Rule the World PART 2.
Yay. Oh wait.
Move the comp out the room.
Find that freaking missing piece of my eyeglass on the garage floor.
Dad's bday
Mel Kel bday
OMG ITS NOVEMBER ALREADY!
MIT HERE I COME! approx less than 3 years later! or so...