えみ　だ

It's time for me to update ...although there is no one reading my webpage now.

heard some good news and some bad news...

we've changed, but we are still the same somehow

knowing each other and seperate ...

repeat and repeat, again and again

important episodes in my life faded away....replacing by new one... 

but i know they will faded away at last....though the process is a bit painful

 

that's my life recently

 

summer pops is coming again ~

 

 

 

雖然網上買不到

還有票房買飛之計

賣飛第一天早上10:00前已有專人代買排第一,

怎知賣飛那條友竟可入錯code

電腦又hang機,,5分鐘賣一張  

心想安藤政信應該不來吧

怎知卻來了......

 

ａｉ。。。得不到的始終也是得不到

 

今年schedule:

22/3 Mushishi

23/3 /Retribution

25/3  Freesia : Bullets over tears

30/3  Look of Love

1/4   Sakuran/ Mushishi

5/4  Bubble Fiction : Boom or Bust

6/4  Route 225

7/4  Campaign

7/4  Retribution

8/4  Fourteen

9/4  Sway

 

 

久違了的"冰點", 每次看也不同

第一次看小說, 是F.5 的時候, 那時楊千嬅的冰點剛在plug,仙跡岩的冰點也在賣

對上一次看小說, 還是中文版的, 是為了參觀旭川的三浦綾子博物館溫習

記得管理員叔叔還問我是那裡來的, 我只好答是從札幌來的(又扮日本人...)

他說"那好呀,可以經常來, 剛才三浦綾子的丈夫(即管長)來了,但已走了"

我說:"真的?真遺憾....."

之後還去了後面的樹林參觀(也是"冰點"的舞台)

 

今天剛看完由石原さとみ＆手越祐也主演的冰點,

故事內容：正  （4小時, 連埋冰點續集, 分兩次播, 都cut 了好多內容)

但其實casting cast 了一個看上去很innocent 的手越祐也做徹的角色

雖然老實說他的演技很稚嫩, 來來去去得幾個樣,

而比起角色也還差(young)了幾歳

但可能故事本身徹的角色比較委屈,　為成全對方默默sacrifice

手越祐也的innocence也還總算可以配合得到

所以第一次後悔去年電影節沒有看sabu的電影

("疾走", 是由手越祐也演一個成長背景較複雜的少年人)

因為好難想像一個那麼innocent的人怎樣演

聽說是由小學生演到中學生...

 

好期待今年電影節,　又是發夢的時間

雖說期待電影節,但我連2月中的trip也只是plan了3成......

 

Song of the month : Damien Rice- 9 crimes

(undoubtly, 真是好聽的一首歌,　令我想起網走的浮冰)

Just as the same as I thought ,

i didn't finish the writing of my trip.

It's already year end.

and i will start (and end) another journey next year

 

Thanks every things that happened in my life

They are all bonus.

 

* Next Monday will be the end of のだめ〜〜期待してる〜〜

 

Let's start from Day 1 (August 28)

My plane is 0040. That means I would have to sleep on the plane. I arrived the airport , then check in. The check in services of Qatar Airways is held by Cathay Pacific. Then , I received a "good" news that kept me being happy for 20 mins. The CSO at the counter told me that because the plane(to Doha) was quite full , they  may arrange the other Cathay Pacific direct flight for me. But I have to go back the counter at 2330 to see if it really needs to do so. Then I kept praying in my heart that I hope it really become true  for 20 mins. But of coz , the result is ........I still have to change the plane in Doha. O....of coz I don't mind that...just a bit dissappointed.

Wow....But there were so many ppl on the plane. Of coz , becoz I don't have $ , I have to stay in Y class.....with so limited space and sleep not well at all. After 8 hours , we arrived Doha airport. That's a mistake that I didn't buy water in HK airport. Although the water is quite cheap here , I don't have QR$ or US$ and they only receive 1 pound coins. I only got seven 20pound note in my purse. Credit card is not accepted for the consumption of one bottle water only. ...........

Doha airport-- I can only see but not buy

So finally i only can wait the next plane 3 hrs later. Luckily the sunrise of Doha was quite beautiful. May be because it is still building for the Asian Games , the facilities are new.

After another 6 hours , I have arrived in UK. The custom asked me some "usual" questions and saw my print out receipt of youth hostel(YH). It's simplier than I imagined.

I took the tube to YH located at king's cross. It's cheaper than taking the express.I met a girl who is also checking in at the YH. And we are roomates!Her name is Sonja. She's from Austria.We talked a lot during our staying in YH and it become one of the  treasurable memories of me later.

Sonja said she would look around there. And I went to picadilly circus to take my London Pass booked online. But it closed earlier since it's a bank holiday. Then I went to National Gallery. I saw a picture which was drawn by Reni called Lots and his daughters. You know what I found?

I found the one of the daughters look like Kashii Yu( 香椎由宇)I wished to buy the postcard but they don't have that picture. What a pity!

National Gallery & Pigeons

Then , I hanged around and found that Picadilly Circus is quite near to Leicester Square. And found that place that showing The phantom of the opera and Les Miserables. It's time to go back to YH and to have my cup noodles.

Today is September 11.

 It's certainly a memorable day for everyone in the world.

wish for world peace.

What I gonna write is not about today. I want to write something about my trip.

The reasons are :

1.) I have never written any

 2.) It's short

3.) I'm quite happy about my trip

So...I may never finish writing it. But , I hope i can do it.

Let's start with the schedule:

 Day 1 (Aug 28) : Depart from HK , arrived UK , National Gallery, Picadilly Circus(China Town)

 Day 2 (Aug 29) : Buckingham Palace, Westminster Abbey, Big Ben, St. James Park , House of Parliament(outside only), Tate Modern, Starbucks(~~)

Day 3 (Aug 30) : Imperial War Museum , Les Miserables , China Town

Day 4 (Aug 31) : Windsor Castle , Eton College , London Bridge ,Picadilly circus

Day 5 (Sept 1) : Kensington Palace , St. Paul's Cathedral,Tower of London , Tower bridge , Walk along the Thameside,Tate modern,Holborn

Day 6 (Sept 2) :Temple , Goodge street , Great British Museum ,Oxford Circus , Covent Garden

Day 7 (Sept 3) : It's time to leave.....

In this trip , I know some friends and talked to many people from different nations.And got some insight from different things... And I didn't eat well throughout my trip. I brought the cup noodles there and picnic at park.So my only great meal was my breakfast which was provided by the hostel. I become a Croissant Lover~~

 I miss there, I miss the friends knew there ...but it's already ended. Just like many things in life, we only can treasure it , but not to own it forever. So , let me leave some records here.

photos:

http://community.webshots.com/user/londonemmy

I just want to ask one Que

 

What Do I Really Want?

back to zero again......

 

Ｓｌｅｅｐ@6ＡＭ、wake up at 10am because of bf (=breakfast)...haha......

*Summer Pop film festival

http://www.hkiff.org.hk/chi/events/06pops/06pops_1.html

I have bought 5 tickets~~~

*Saw "scary scary homo" by Cedric Chan on Sunday

Good voice , Good song

*最近、ドラマのサプリが大好きだ！！

 

 

It's already the end of July.

I have been "hea" for almost one month la...

No mood to find job...but the reason is not as most of the ppl said i.e.to take rest in my last summer holiday

I just haven't prepared anythings yet

For e.g., my CV ,cover letter, photos , Certs.....

I read career posts , but never send resume to apply...

Found some jobs want to apply , but the applications have been closed and interviews have been held last saturday

Still have posts ...but next round....may be one/ two months later......O.................................

don't want to be giraffe ar.....wait wait wait.....

And ......don't know if i really like this job, but.....I will send resume tmr.....hope i will send la.......

 

My computer seems very sick now........ 

開到荼蘼
 

每只螞蟻 都有眼睛鼻子
它美不美麗 偏差有沒有一毫厘 有何關系

每一個人 傷心了就哭泣
餓了就要吃 相差大不過天地 有何刺激
有太多太多魔力 太少道理 太多太多游戲 只是為了好奇
還有什么值得 歇斯底里 對什么東西 死心塌地
一個一個偶像 都不外如此 沉迷過的偶像 一個個消失
誰曾傷天害理 誰又是上帝 我們在等待 什么奇跡
最后剩下自己 舍不得挑剔 最后對著自己 也不大看得起
誰給我全世界 我都會懷疑 心花怒放 卻開到荼蘼

一個一個一個人誰比誰美麗 一個一個一個人 誰比誰甜蜜
一個一個一個人 誰比誰容易 又有什么了不起

每只螞蟻 和誰擦身而過 都那么整齊 有何關系
每一個人 碰見所愛的人 卻心有余悸

 

Game over!

Tomorrow is another day...

another new day

today i went to see the sea

because the weather was so fine

really a beautiful sea

then i visited the prison museum

I can feel the fear of death punishment

every place has its history

we are so blessed now...

no war here , we can eat , buy , enjoy many things freely

 

the other last day yesterday

2 years , so fast

 

my mind is like a mess

know what i should do but don't want to do

 

If I ...

don't care all the things and go away

give up all the relationships and leave here

tell you that I hope you to remember me

beg you to cherish the remaining time

dunno what is my goal

feel unloved

don't have much feelings about things

 

Can I ..................

?

May be , I have to learn to stand strongly

 

 

 

let me tell you about my life later

what am i doing?





a lot of exams...........................................


a lot of assignments.........................


but i just want to hea.......................

在我咁shit 的今天

在我對住部printer狂爆粗的時候

在我覺得d電話好煩的時候

我還是有一些人想感謝的：

多謝kitty san 替我拿BJ 的notes

多謝cathy 替我拿 kitty san 拿的notes

多謝 Zephyra 替我對Murakami sensei 話我因為塞車所以遲到(present 都遲...)

多謝雅文替我交DBS的card 數

多謝Kelvin 替我交HSBC的card 數 &還ed. psy 本死人書

多謝Kenneth san　同我一齊買企位（ すきだ）,但最後佢巧施妙計変咗坐响第二行,映

到西島秀俊的正樣!!!!!!

”すきだ”

簡単な言葉じゃないよ

きょう、”好きだ”をみた

涙を出した

やっぱり西島秀俊さんは最高！！

 

感動した

人間の痛苦に感動した

 

最近、よく人間の痛苦について考えてる

たぶん

私、こたえを知りたい

人間の痛苦は、いくらまで？

 

すきでも、”すきだ”ということばは簡単に言われない...

もう17才じゃないから...

 

http://www.su-ki-da.jp/